Well today I did not much of anything, I worked a bit on my quilt, yes I am doing an hand made hand painted quilt.  If the ones I have planned to do goes over well I will continue to make them if not... then I guess I have several quilts of my own. Things got bad today, stress stepped in and off to the woods I went.  Yes, the woods. I live on 116 acres and sometimes when depression sets in, this is like a world by its self.  I found myself a nice little oak tree and sat.  There I cried for a long time, once I started I could not quit.  I spoke to someone ... well actually to myself or any of the creatures that were listening. They heard all my problems, all my desires, and all my failures.  You know, I feel better now, my eyes are swelled and I know in the morning I will look like crap but at least in side of me I feel better.  Now maybe I can get on with some creating!!! A friend ... well a couple of friends have set me back on the right path and I think now is the time to push my way into the art world and the publishing world.  I am not getting any younger. (slight laugh) So I am off to sleep for a bit and then when I wake up it will be time to plan my ideas and how to acheive my goals.  Sorry about all the spelling errors in this but it is almost three in the morning and I am really needing sleep.  Farewell to all or if any that visit my site, I shall return once again with another out-take from the novel I want to publish.  Till then may all your dreams come true and may everyone be safe.

Nite

That's quite a piece of land you got my friend and I understand about the outburst you know. Life can be quite a challenge for those of us with romantic hearts.Trials and tribulations can break you if you let them but don't you let them my dear friend. Hang on to your dreams and hope instead. You are not alone.

Well I have come here just to continue to talk. I miss all the times I use to sit at my computer and become someone I wasn't. My friends use to make me laugh, cry and angery when we would role-play. My health isn't the greatest but each morning when I awake and look to the sun I know I have been graced with yet another day of life. I just wish that before I leave this world I would get my artwork out there or maybe get this book I have been working on finished and then find an agent and get it published. Although I would have to have yet a second book just for the names of all that had touched me and who I wanted to dedicate the book to. (laughs softly) What is funny, I started role-playing on the computer when Prodigy first started, and at that time there were five of us that were faithful to the game and I still hear from three of them to this date. It is amazing that you could gain such friendship over the computer. Yes I have met all of the four once since I knew them. First there was two and that night a white tiger Isobell, a vampire DreamWalker, and a pegesus Saggita hung together. Next was the dear Knightsaber, he introduced me to the music of a group called Switchblade and took me to my first Gothic Club. Then later was DarkPanther and that night the Whitetiger Isobell and the Panther DarkPanther hung out and he introduced her to many other friends. Since then I have spoke to so many people on here but none as close and dear to me as Knightsabre, Darkpanther and Saggitta. I thank you my dear friends for such wonderful memories. ((((hugs))))